Friday, September 24, 2010

I just realize that NO ONE can be trusted!!!

I totally agree that HUMANS are selfish!I am facing a big big big problem now.Headache again!I knew that my job wont last long,but i will try my my best to do it.Unfortunately,something happen.Well,since i know this happen,i just realize that comparing this case with when i was bullied by the others,this is much more serious!Everyone knows that my relationship with my mum is not so good,even my leader too.Sometimes,i do complain and share something with him when i feel like hate her.He do consult me,just like a friend.But who knows,behind of it,he told everything to my mum and finally i get scolded by mum badly!!!Yesterday,he quarreled with my mum is because of something else that related to the company,but who knows he can change the whole point from the company to my mum and mine relationship.He said he angry me is because i share my mum's thing to him,and i seldom go to work.And he feel like fire me right now!!ok,Fine!!!!I will fuck off by myself!!!When he had trouble that time,everyone left him down,and i was by his side supporting him!Is this the way he return me?!I told him before that after i started my college,i will be damn busy,and less to work.He said ok,not a problem.But now.........??I know that he will no longer treat me as friend.Because his ex appeared,is because of another boy singer which he bring him here.Of cause he will b thankful to that boy.Right??He always scold us,don't be stupid.Love is just nothing,is not worth that u sacrificed your time to accompany him.Well,when this come to him,he is doing the mistake which he told us DO NOT do!!!I really don't like him!Last time is others singer bully me,but now,he is 1 of them to bully me!!!He said,he won't fire me,but he will change my working location to imbi road,which is much more further from my house to there.I feel like crying when i think of it,but is not worth lar...Is a job only ,if i don't work for him i still can work at other places.Is enough!!!I will fuck off myself very very very soon!!!

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Happy moncake festival

Even though i need 2 work during moon cake festival,but..i enjoy it.Here i show up the photo,then you will know how happy we are.(^.^)

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Break down!!

I thought once i moved out,everything will be fine.But,I am wrong!!!The problems and trouble is just started.Feeling unhappy now...These few days have been very down,very headache.First of all,is about my job.Is not fare for me!Why can a boy singer bring her girlfriend to the place everyday and yet girl singer can not??Is it because of the leader is gay??After a few days...and i realize this.Is because of the gay leader like tat boy girlfriend's friend,which is a gay too.So he allow that boy bring her girlfriend along,which that another gay will follow her to cum everyday.So that he can see him everyday.LoLz.Damn it!!!!But i dare to say,you are not a good leader.Is unfair.I had been bully by those singer there,because i am not as good as them.They can help our group to earn more money them me.Is this the reason why they bully me?The answer is YES!!!Because this world is realistic.If you are on the top of it,no one will bully you!I tell you!Even though i was dropped from the top to the normal,but i wont worry.Is just that i am busy with my assignment right now.Once i am free,i will work harder then u are.I wont let u guys look down on me anymore!!!Please,don't bully me.I know u gossip about me.Just that i don't want to talk about it.Because talk about it is nothing,i will do it and prove myself.This is the only way that works.Secondly,i am headache about guys.2 guys fall in love in me at the same time.1 is my housemate,another 1 is my friend from johor but working in singapore now.They quarrel because of it.OMG!!!Is there anything to quarrel about??huh???use your common sense and think about it please...be mature guys.I felt that,human's character n behavior is quite hard 2 understand.even though i am human too....Haizzz....headache again~

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Finally....I Moved Out

I really can not stand on it anymore.The problems within me and my mum is getting worse n worse.Finally,i have decided to move out.For those who know me well,they support me to move out also,thanks guys.I just moved in yesterday.From cheras to puchong.Sorry guys,can't move to damansara there to accompany u guys,but never mind.From puchong here to there only takes me 15min.^^If u asked me for yum cha,sure no problem...if i am free...hahahahah.Well~my room now is super messy,just moved in,got to buy a lot of things.Don't know how 2 keep it.These few days,i have been busying for my new room...haizzz.....