I've changed alots~~

     I came from a broken family,so...my desire is to have a family.I am not expecting it as a perfect family,but is just living with my parents any my sibling,i am satisfied with it.But,i know that it is impossible...so,i grew up in this kind of family.Without father mother or sister,but is with the baby sitter...Even though i am from a broken family,but i learn how 2 be independence and how 2 protect myself.Because i am living in those day by myself,i am tired with that kind of life,i am tired...hoping for somebody helps.Even though i am exhausted,but i still keeping my smile on my face...because,the day still going on~~Actually i am an extrovert,usually i will share my unhappiness 2 my friend and they will give me some advise.I am missing those day that have friends accompany me...But now days,i have a lots of problem 2 worry about,i am exhausted...who can help me??I have changed from extrovert to introvert,i don't like to talk anymore,i will just keep quiet and listen to what they are talking about...i dun like 2 chat with others...don't know whats wrong with me...I am totally change!So....what can i do is just write out all my feelings...please don't ask me why,because i also don't know why...