The Only Me

There Is So Many "Geh Poh" around me~

2011-09-23T11:19:00.000-07:00

Haizzz...today wanna share about those "small people" that around me.Hhmmm....Let's start with a dirty cat.Well,I admit that i did a bad thing(when i am on fire with that cat),so i do clink in her company's link and complaint her.So,she got the warning the next day(i think so).HHHmmm........and then she turns crazy and mad,scolding around over me(when she knows that i am the one who complaint her).I really sorry about that,because it is my fault of complaining you without any reason.(Because she do betray me and gossip me.Most important point is,she do show me her 'Black Face" everyday when she was my housemate.This is the reason why i don't like.Because i do not have the right to see your face everyday.Miss D.C.I do admit that i do so is just to take revenge on you.)And i really say sorry to you Miss D.C,sincerely apologize form my heart.I am really sorry.
Well,since i just complaint about MISS D.C,but i din't did anything to her best friend MISS.X.But,why the hack is the MISS X scolding me in FB.Hello miss,the problem is between me and MISS D.C,is none of your business.Please do not interrupt,ok??Just shut your mouth off.The point i do get angry is not only you interrupt in it,but you do acting "monkey show" in front of me.Don't act that you are very pity,very innocent.I do look down at you.!!!!!Piss Off!!!!Just hate you deep deep!!!!You are such a good actor,admire you.(thumbs up)You already have a boy friend,please.....don't be the playgirl.Don't you know that i'v know everything??Don't you worry that i will tell some one your secret?If you don't want this happen,so...be your self!!!!DO NOT 38 AND BE THE "GEH POH".If you wanna act your monkey show,just do it out of my vision!!!I do not to see your "plastic face"!!!!!!Before i take action ,please do not come over me!!!!!

OUG Pasar Malam , Night Market.

2011-09-22T15:33:00.000-07:00

Just went to pasar malam,i like to go night market~yeepi ^^ Today's Pasar malam located at OUG,is somewhere near by my house,took me about 15 can reach there.Like to hang out there,i like the food there,and bought something ^^ Show you what i bought...Here it goes~

Let's guess what is this.....???Wallet??? Hhmmmm...........

Chiang Chiang.....Is a new 'Cloth' for my baby~I like this,fully cover my baby.So that my baby won't turn dirty and yellowish easily.(^.^)

My favourite fish ball...Curry & TomYam flavour.

Fried Keow Teow Mee...Yummy!!! >.<

Lastly,hair band.Nice???Like it...WEEE

Just bought few things...but i am HAPPY~YEAH!!!!Just love the night market very very very much~Yeepi~~Wish to go night market every night,but i cnt..(T^T)need to work..HaizzZZ...Nevermind,wait for next week for hang out at night market again~YEAH!!!

Just Wanna Say Hello To You

2011-09-21T03:26:00.000-07:00

Just wanna say a "Hi" to you,my beloved friends~How are you recently?Really miss u guys~Sorry that i seldom update my blog here~I am very sorry....will blog more >.< Recently,quite a lot of problems happening around me.What to do?The only solution is to stand straight and overcome it.Do you agree with me?Heheheheheeee....
Go through all these problems,i just found out the "ugliness" of human..HaizzZ..And i was thinking,humans should be the prefect creation of GOD,because God gave us wisdom and other abilities that other animal doesn't have.But,i really forgotten that man born with SIN.Well~man have their impurities,so...we should change it right?Yet,i saw some people might think that he is the ONLY perfect men in the world.ok,fine~If you do not admit ur fault,its ok,because GOD will judge you.But, please...do not simply point at others with your dirty finger.If you are " HOLY " ,please do not tell lies...you are such a great lier that i ever met.You tell everyone of us with different story,so...don't you think that we will find out the true one day?Well,since you lie me,its ok~i forgive you.But you keep on scolding me because of breaking your relationship with your brother,hello mr.N ,did it do so??If YES,please come to me and tell me how i did it.I am waiting for you,anytime.
Well,this is the case that i am facing recently.This HOLY men mr.N,he was 1 of my friend that i do treat him as friend/brother from my heart,but the ending is...he really piss me off with him.I didn't do anything to betray him,yet the nickname that given by him is..."THE UGLY,CHEAPEAST,BRAINLESS,RUBBISH WOMEN"
Hhhmmm....since this happened quite a long time ago,i wont feel angry now,although all,mr.N,i still treat you as friend.I don't wish you to forgive me(if u still saying that i am the 1 who broke your relationship),but i promised myself try to let go the anger,i will not angry every single human in the world.And last~lets SMILE(^.^)........PEACE
(Stay tune for my next blog)....

New house is ready for Chinese New Year

2011-01-28T22:57:00.000-08:00

Finally i can move in to my new house.Yeah~Before that,on the 27th jan,my ex-housemate said we can go and pack and my things. But on that day,when i rang him up,but he said we can't move out things,they scared that we will steel their things!Wat The Hack is that stupid reason of rejecting us!!!!!AARRGGHHH!!!!Damn angry after hearing this stupid reason!!!If on day time,the pregnant women is in the house,of course she won't allow.But if night,they are working..they wont allow because they scared that we have the "3rd hand".Haizz....This is called friend.Lets forget about it,hhmmm....the next day,28th,they allows me to move out our things at morning...so i moved in....Hehehehehehe....The new house is quite comfortable,not really big house,but i like it.So...i just keep cleaning it whole day none-stop.Start from 5pm clean till 5am.Woah~12 hours....tired.....exhausted....But later my housemate is moving soon,gonna help her to move her things in.Haizzz....tired like hell...feel like backbone is gonna break soon...pain...T.T

A New Lessen Of My Life -->Friend Is Cannot Be Trusted

2011-01-24T12:26:00.000-08:00

Hhhmmmm....Lets continue to my real life story.After i moved out from cheras(mum's house),i had rented a room from my friend.At the beginning,we are discussing about how to pay her monthly~i said since the house we are sharing it,so we divided it to 2,and those things that i can help,i will buy.So...finally i move in,but they already bought most of the things..fine!!(I felt ashamed that i din helped).But when after some times,it become the house belongs to them,and i were just a stranger who rent a room from them...fine!!!When times goes by,i planned a trip to hong kong.So we go togather happily.But when we wanna back to malaysia,she so suddenly said wanna go somewhere near by air port go and buy thing...and then...hahahahahah....because of her,we miss the flight...i was very angry that time.And yet,she doesn't feel any sorry at all...not even an apologize to me.Fine!!!!After that,she still ask her friend bought her bf and her ticket by credit card...damn you!!!How about the other...??We got no more money left in the pocket,how are we going to buy another ticket??U made us miss out flight,and yet you are so selfish to ask your friend buy your ticket and you left the others away..!!!!Fine...!!Luckily i manage to buy another ticket again to fly back to malaysia.When back to malaysia,i control myself and said :"just forget about the hong kong trip...as long as i enjoy the trip,and money can solve the prob,nothing is problem.anymore(^.^)".The time when we stay together,i just found that her character and personality is damn weird.I cannot take it any loner,that's why i decided to find a new house again~Before i confirm it,i will never tell her.But so suddenly some1 told her about this,and she asked me when do i move out,i said it might be middle of next month,but she is so kind,i just told her yesterday,and yet today she help me to pack all my things and stuck at my room's door...At the evening she rang up and ask us to move out by this month,because her friend is moving in on the 1st of FEB.Woah...what kind of good friend is her...?She really treat me very very very good!!Thumps up!!!Clap clap clap.....So...i have learned a new lessen today.Friend cannot be trusted...The only one that i can trust is myself....Feel so sad now...HaizzZ....

Is Time To Say "HI"...

2010-12-14T16:07:00.000-08:00

It had been a long time that i din not update my blog...Well,i am not in mood this few months.Problems keep on coming to me none-stop...Maybe this is the challenge to make me grow~Anyway,thanks to the problem...finally,i can solve it,and i pass it...BINGO!!!!!Thanks God...And,i will try to update my problem more often...thanks for those who always keep an eye on blog and care about me.Thank You so much....I appreciate it.Hhhmmm....i would like to upload some photo that was taken at Hong Kong.I went there on 21/10/2010...I enjoy the trip...i was a nice place,and i love that place too...

Photo Shoot by ---> ❤EYECAP STUDIO❤--->Mr.Kwong

2010-10-15T14:12:00.000-07:00

I Am Not That Weak!!

2010-10-12T14:51:00.000-07:00

I am facing a lots of troubles recently.Well,since i quit my singer job,i try to look for some modeling job.When i tried my 1st photo shooting,i post it out the photos,some others photographer are looking for me hope that i can be their models.But i didn't reject them.I promise that will make my time for them to shoot.Few days later,i saw 1 of the photographer post out and ask who can be the model for him to have a bridal shoot.I message him immediately,but he deleted my number so he don't know who i am.Never mind.i tell him once again my name.When he know that is me,he directed ignore me.I felt so weird,whats wrong with it??whats happening there??Some how.....I got the answer.Some one told me that a "Girl" will try her best as she can to block me in modeling.Sweat( =.='').I was so blur,and i got few question to ask. 1st,i don't really know the girl who blocked me. 2nd,why did she do that to me? 3rd,if she don't like me at all,this is her own problem,why did she ask that photographer to ignore me as well?Well....i told myself,i will be strong enough to handle this "rubbish".Once you blocked me,and this is the challenge.I will take up this challenge,and will success in A day!!Don't look down at me,i am not that weak!!

Photo Shoot by ---> Miss❤Han Han

2010-10-12T14:33:00.000-07:00

This is the 1st time i try bikini photo shoot.I have more den 500 picture of it,but i just upload few of it.Because,these few picture is the better one.Others just look fat n short.Haha...

I just realize that NO ONE can be trusted!!!

2010-09-24T00:13:00.000-07:00

I totally agree that HUMANS are selfish!I am facing a big big big problem now.Headache again!I knew that my job wont last long,but i will try my my best to do it.Unfortunately,something happen.Well,since i know this happen,i just realize that comparing this case with when i was bullied by the others,this is much more serious!Everyone knows that my relationship with my mum is not so good,even my leader too.Sometimes,i do complain and share something with him when i feel like hate her.He do consult me,just like a friend.But who knows,behind of it,he told everything to my mum and finally i get scolded by mum badly!!!Yesterday,he quarreled with my mum is because of something else that related to the company,but who knows he can change the whole point from the company to my mum and mine relationship.He said he angry me is because i share my mum's thing to him,and i seldom go to work.And he feel like fire me right now!!ok,Fine!!!!I will fuck off by myself!!!When he had trouble that time,everyone left him down,and i was by his side supporting him!Is this the way he return me?!I told him before that after i started my college,i will be damn busy,and less to work.He said ok,not a problem.But now.........??I know that he will no longer treat me as friend.Because his ex appeared,is because of another boy singer which he bring him here.Of cause he will b thankful to that boy.Right??He always scold us,don't be stupid.Love is just nothing,is not worth that u sacrificed your time to accompany him.Well,when this come to him,he is doing the mistake which he told us DO NOT do!!!I really don't like him!Last time is others singer bully me,but now,he is 1 of them to bully me!!!He said,he won't fire me,but he will change my working location to imbi road,which is much more further from my house to there.I feel like crying when i think of it,but is not worth lar...Is a job only ,if i don't work for him i still can work at other places.Is enough!!!I will fuck off myself very very very soon!!!

Happy moncake festival

2010-09-23T00:42:00.000-07:00

Even though i need 2 work during moon cake festival,but..i enjoy it.Here i show up the photo,then you will know how happy we are.(^.^)

Break down!!

2010-09-19T18:33:00.000-07:00

I thought once i moved out,everything will be fine.But,I am wrong!!!The problems and trouble is just started.Feeling unhappy now...These few days have been very down,very headache.First of all,is about my job.Is not fare for me!Why can a boy singer bring her girlfriend to the place everyday and yet girl singer can not??Is it because of the leader is gay??After a few days...and i realize this.Is because of the gay leader like tat boy girlfriend's friend,which is a gay too.So he allow that boy bring her girlfriend along,which that another gay will follow her to cum everyday.So that he can see him everyday.LoLz.Damn it!!!!But i dare to say,you are not a good leader.Is unfair.I had been bully by those singer there,because i am not as good as them.They can help our group to earn more money them me.Is this the reason why they bully me?The answer is YES!!!Because this world is realistic.If you are on the top of it,no one will bully you!I tell you!Even though i was dropped from the top to the normal,but i wont worry.Is just that i am busy with my assignment right now.Once i am free,i will work harder then u are.I wont let u guys look down on me anymore!!!Please,don't bully me.I know u gossip about me.Just that i don't want to talk about it.Because talk about it is nothing,i will do it and prove myself.This is the only way that works.Secondly,i am headache about guys.2 guys fall in love in me at the same time.1 is my housemate,another 1 is my friend from johor but working in singapore now.They quarrel because of it.OMG!!!Is there anything to quarrel about??huh???use your common sense and think about it please...be mature guys.I felt that,human's character n behavior is quite hard 2 understand.even though i am human too....Haizzz....headache again~

Finally....I Moved Out

2010-09-02T15:13:00.000-07:00

I really can not stand on it anymore.The problems within me and my mum is getting worse n worse.Finally,i have decided to move out.For those who know me well,they support me to move out also,thanks guys.I just moved in yesterday.From cheras to puchong.Sorry guys,can't move to damansara there to accompany u guys,but never mind.From puchong here to there only takes me 15min.^^If u asked me for yum cha,sure no problem...if i am free...hahahahah.Well~my room now is super messy,just moved in,got to buy a lot of things.Don't know how 2 keep it.These few days,i have been busying for my new room...haizzz.....

My Stressful And Thought Life Is Still Goin On~~

2010-08-28T11:04:00.000-07:00

For those who really close with me,you will know that my relationship between me and my family was bad!!My mum was a hot temper,she always like 2 quarrel with me...everyday,she will find a way to scold me,the point is..she scold me with no reason.Since i know how to earn money,she will start 2 ask me pay for the house,comes by the electric bill,her hand phone bill,water bill...etc.Since i have started my college,i work less and of course i earn less too..She started to annoy me...bla bla bla bla everyday.I really can't stand on it anymore...Mum,do u know that i am very stress..?I paid for every thing,even my school fees n my car...the fees is not cheap...is thousand n thousand,not hundred n hundred.I really can't stand on it anymore.I am really tired n stressful now...Just hope to give up,but i know i can't.Now,i was helping my cousin brother to work in his gold smith shop in the morning until 8o'clock,after that...i need to go to imbi road from shah alam to continue my another job.Oh my goodness,i dont know how long can i be like this...i am totally tired already.What else can i do?Haizzzz.....

What Is The Value Of Friend?

2010-08-20T15:11:00.000-07:00

I would like to use "weird" to describe this thing that happen.From the beginning,i am just that close with a friend,and i named it ABC,she is a very pretty girl and famous in a place too...After sometimes,another girl appear,named it DEF.That DEF just want to get as close as she can to ABC.And the image of her to me is,she just wanted to show off how close that she is with that ABC.Because once that ABC back to the hometown,she will find her hang out with her and of course she took a lots of picture and post it out.Oh My Goodness,whats the point?!Is there anything to show off??huh??A day,i am chatting with ABC in FB,suddenly that DEF pop out n broke our conversation.She is trying to act friend with ABC.(actually,they are not that friend)She just try to stop me to talking with ABC.So...i just step back,and stopped it!Just let them talk,i continue that topic by chatting in phone...hahaha!!Few days ago,i went to ABC's house and visit her,because I've been long time did not visit her because of she is buzzing of her assignment.Suddenly,ABC fainted...i was nervous that time,i asked her housemate to carry her back to room,and i gave her some pain killer because of her "AV" makes her suffering pain.After taken that pill,she fall into sleep.I rang up her bf and her bf is coming on the way,meanwhile,i am FB-ing,i saw her sis on line so i told her sis too...i was nervous that time,i don't know what else can i do,so i post out a status and said miss ABC was fainted,hope to get some comment from her siblings or friend.So....miss DEF saw that status that i post,she started to worry...when ABC"s bf arrive,then i back home and let her bf take care of her.Later on when she started to get well,she on her FB,and miss DEF say luckily she is ok.She said she is worrying when she saw know that she was fainted.And she said that wanna call her bf to help her but she don't have his number.AND.....i was angry when i saw this....She said,i was "UBI"...(translate it to Cantonese).Oh My Goodness....Hello,I am the 1 who help her when she got fainted,if i don't post it out,you won't know it!!So...Miss DEF,what are u trying to show off in FB??huh??You were just a very fake person!!If you really want to be friend with ABC,please do it by your heart,not just acting only...Friend is not just to show off!!I believe that is because of ABC is famous and pretty so you wanna be friend with her !Because,before u know ABC,you are doing the same thing!You were trying to get close with another girl,and you always act like very very very friend to her too...But i don't know what is the reason,you change your target to ABC.I told ABC how is your image for before,and she totally agree me.Not even her,her sister and her bf felt that too!!!If you wanna keep showing off,of course it is none of my business...But,just to tell you,showing off is not good!!And i hate people acting friend with me!If you don't know me well~please don't simply judge me!!I hate fake people!If you really want to be friend with me,please treat me as your friend that really from your heart.No acting friend with me.THANKS!!

Wohoo~~Finally I Am Back To School...

2010-08-18T11:44:00.000-07:00

Finally...i am back to school...yeah!!Studying in KDU college now...meet up with new friends,so happy...finally my dream comes tru..lolz!!Anywhere,the closest course mate with me is ricky,fei lou,janssen and khai xiang.Because 5 of us is in a group to do assisgment.OMG!!I hate assisment,is not because of it is hard to do.But is very very troublesome.So far...i am still very blur with the couse of what i am learning now,because is all about flash..is very complicated.My goodness...but i am so smart,i request my group each 1 cover 1 topic,so...we can catch up faster...Tomorrow i still need go to 1U n discover hows the map work,because it is our assigment tittle.God please me to score gud marks yar....

I love The Trip To Krapi

2010-07-29T15:11:00.000-07:00

Hohoho...i am so sorry...because i have no time to update my blog here(actually i am lazy to update it!!wahahahah..)Well...i will try my best to write out more about it~ok??Actually, i got a lots of things that wanna share with you....don't worry...i will be sharing it out slowly slowly....just to be patient to keep an eye on my blog,then you will know what is going on with me recently~
First of all...i just wanna share with you about my trip to Krapi,which is in located in thailand that near to the beach~The place there is so peaceful...I just love it!!No cheating,no snatching,no stress,no worries,no polluted water..even cleaner then malaysia too..>.<...Lets show you the photos....

While we were checking in our hotel,they serve us with this drink....It taste a bit like "air syrup"...but i think this is their "flower tea"

This is my hotel room~number A2...

This is how they decorate it~elephant..cute cute ^.^

After we checked in..Lets move on~woohoo...First,we got to rent a motorbike,n travel here n there~~3motorbikes only 450batth...reasonable price~

The weather is so hot,so i change it to singlet and short pant...

I am so "pro"...hahah..actually i dun't really know how to drive it..>.<

When we are traveling,i saw a women just wearing a bikini~woah...are you dare 2 wear like this and walking at the road side...??

At night,we just go to the town..it takes about 45min form aonang(the place we stay)to the town,we just went to their night market...This is pork meat,is taste a bit salty,you gotta with with the vegetable at time...it taste great!!i love it!!

Do you know what is this?This is ice-cream that made by soft drink...like coke,100plus,marinda..etc..

Hahaha..this is funny~dog also need to beg for money...

This is cute~do you know what is this??I don't know how to describe it...it is something like dessert~taste sweet~

After night market,we move to the pub there....This is my cocktail...blue margarita..

Second day morning we are going to the beach..yeah!!!they came n fetch us..yeepiii!!!

We take speed boat and move to the others island...

This is the chicken island...because of it looks like chicken head so they named it chicken island...lolz

Nice and clear water...

I am funny...swimming with the sun glass too...hahhaha...actually not only me,every one is like that too...>.<

What are we doing here??acting pose??or being life guard??

Snorkeling~~~it was my first time to snorkel...i am afraid of the fish will bite me...

This is phi phi island...

I love myself~~>.<

Superman??

Is jellyfish season~

This is two-island....because you can walk to the opposite island..the water here is clearer and nicer~~

I am just nothing!

2010-04-23T00:54:00.000-07:00

Who i am??I am nobody here,i am just nothing!I always ask my self,what can i do with my future?And what i am doing now??The answer of mine is i am just a failure!I am not fighting for any things.Actually cant said that i am not doing my part n fight for my life,the point is no body supporting me at all!!First,i wanna go 2 school and study,but my useless dad is not paying any school fees,so.....i cant back 2 school!i gonna find the school fees by myself!Second,i wanna go to taiwan and fight for my dream,but everyone is stopping me!so....??what can i do in the rest of my life??just keep continue singing in the food court here and yet i already knew that there is no future in this job?!singing is my mum wished me to do this,because i can earn more n pay her more,study is my dad's wished me to go on because he will be proud of himself to have a daughter can study well~but he not putting any responsiblity on it!!damnF!!!!Everyone is expecting me to be this and that,but do u know how is my feeling with it??Do u think that i am a doll??I am human too~i have my feeling also,let me control myself ok?Now i can say i am 100% regret to be back to this home!i should be alone by myself at outside,so i can do anything i like,even tough it is thought!! But at least i can fight for this and that!!!And i am regret choosing not to go overseas,because somebody promised me will looking for my dreams at malaysia here!i am 100% regret of it!!! I AM REGRET TO CHOOSE THIS WAY!!!!

I am moody recently

2010-04-07T14:29:00.000-07:00

Aaaarrrrrggggghhhhhh!!!!I cant take it anymore!!!I will be going MAD if i did not express it out.I really hope to go to taiwan,because it is my dream.Do u understand me?Who knows my feeling now?If u have your dream,i am sure u will go ahead with it right?But why are you STOPPING me??huh???why??????I know you are worrying about my life there,but i promise i will take care of myself well..ok??Because i do not want myself to regret of losing this very very very good opportunity!Please let me try ok??Once you stopped me,i cried for this few days do u know it??I can take care of myself,can u just let go?Let me go and fight for my dream?Can i?Because i am no more young child here,please~~~Let me go...I just want 2 fight for my future...can i??I knew it will be very dangerous for me to go to another country...but can u just let me try??I cant just stay beside you and doing nothing for myself,i just need u to give me this chance...I dont need you to worry about me,i will be fine,i can manage and handle it by myself...Since that day i heard u said u will stop me,do you know hows my feeling??before that,you just promise that you will let me go and tried it,but now u said NO!!!Why God just give me half chance,where is the other half?God give me half chance,that i can fight for my dream,but the whole family object!!My feeling now is just like....some of the things that u desire it is coming 2 u soon,and the thing is just beside you,you just gotta put out your hand and you can get it,but when u are ready n putting out your hand,but some one just snatch it or break it!!Do you know hows that feeling??These few days i have not been happy before,even though i am smiling with you,but inside my heart,who knows??I am just pretending to be happy,and i am forcing myself to talk to you,actually i dun even want to talk to you...I just feel like wanna hiding in my room...I dun even want to eat,but i am forcing myself to eat as much as i can...I dun like this kind of life,is so fake!!!I just want to be the real sheryn which who i am!Can i???What i need is your support..is so easy...Maybe u will say i am too innocent,going taiwan is not that easy,and i gotta think of this and that....Oh my goodness!!Because you never let me tried to be independence before,i admit,ya~i am innocent...that's why i need you to let go,let me have my own future...let me leave you and fight for what i really need...If i never tried of anything,and just stay with you in the rest of my life and i will regret!!!Because i am just like nothing,never try to be the best that i can...but this time i am serious with it,can u just let me try??Please....~~If u still stop me,then i have nothing to said,i will just be here,n follow what u order me,BUT!!!!I will NEVER BE HAPPY

My dream is going to break into pieceses...

2010-04-03T15:25:00.000-07:00

Every one have their dream,and i dream is to become an actor...It is not because of i am dreaming to become an artist,is just that i like to act movie and singing as well...Few days ago,i got this chance,in taiwan,they are asking me to go over there to take a look,and to prove that there is a real media company,and i am so happy n excited!BUT.....!!,my mum is stopping me!!She is worrying about my life over there,because taiwan got a lotz of gangster there,she scared that i will be cheated by the people there...Once i go over there,i knew that i will lost my freedom,n other things else...But this is my dream,if i just give up like this,i am sure that i will regret!!But i really hope to be there,i tried to fight for a chance to be there,but i failed!!haizz.........I know i cant do any thing else......tatz the only way,GIVE UP!!!I got no mood to write down my feelings here...haizz...who can understand me??!!

I have been lazying & doing rubbish...Bad Girl

2010-03-23T08:30:00.000-07:00

I have been very lazy currently.I am lazy to wake up every morning,lazy to take my breakfast,lazy to go out,lazy to clean my house n room even though it is very very dirty and messy full of rubbish n dust...but i am just very very very to clean it up.lolz....the conclusion is i am lazy....hahaha~These few days,i am doing nothing,everyday als sit at front of computer,everyday facebook facebook facebook msn msn msn....every morning woke up just online,online till i go to work,when i back from work,continue online again....hahah...im crazy with online.Making my home messy n full of rubbish.I throw the rubbish here n there,cloths and shoes too...today i really can not stand on it anymore,even though i am in sick heavily now,not much energy to do that,but i just start to clean al the rubbish and put the things well...I hate messy and dirty...I wont do that anymore...hehe ^.^

Am i really cool?

2010-03-16T15:12:00.000-07:00

Some times i heard people said,pretty girls are proud and cool.If u want to chat with her is a very hard.But,do you agree with it??They will said:yalar....sure will be proud geh mar,because she looks pretty mar,of course she wont be friend with u,because you are not pretty as her...!!But guys,do u really belive this stupid words??Once i change myself from ugliness,people are using diffrent way to look at me.They said i am cool,is not easy to chat with me now days because i am LCLY(oh my gudness!!)even though sms me,i will not reply more then 5 words...(swt)!!Ok fine,i admit i have change a lots..but is does not mean tat i am proud or cool.Sometime i am busing with things here,or i am not free to chat with u at that moment....If u still want to say i am proud or cool...i have nothing to say then.Maybe u don't know me well,so...my image for u you is not that good...That's why,i prefer to be alone~

I've changed alots~~

2010-01-26T15:20:00.000-08:00

I came from a broken family,so...my desire is to have a family.I am not expecting it as a perfect family,but is just living with my parents any my sibling,i am satisfied with it.But,i know that it is impossible...so,i grew up in this kind of family.Without father mother or sister,but is with the baby sitter...Even though i am from a broken family,but i learn how 2 be independence and how 2 protect myself.Because i am living in those day by myself,i am tired with that kind of life,i am tired...hoping for somebody helps.Even though i am exhausted,but i still keeping my smile on my face...because,the day still going on~~Actually i am an extrovert,usually i will share my unhappiness 2 my friend and they will give me some advise.I am missing those day that have friends accompany me...But now days,i have a lots of problem 2 worry about,i am exhausted...who can help me??I have changed from extrovert to introvert,i don't like to talk anymore,i will just keep quiet and listen to what they are talking about...i dun like 2 chat with others...don't know whats wrong with me...I am totally change!So....what can i do is just write out all my feelings...please don't ask me why,because i also don't know why...

food poisoning makes me suffer...OMG!!

2009-10-24T22:19:00.000-07:00

Today i wake up at 9.00a.m..When i get ready to go out is already 9.45a.m.OMG!!Is gonna be late,because i got to reach there bofore 10a.m.Luckily taman midah go to shamelin only takes me about 10 minutes..hahah..so when i reach there is only 9.55a.m...still have 5 more minutes..hehhehe...On the way,i feel that my stomuch is weird,i don't know how 2 describe it,just like alots of winds inside my stomuch,is gonna make me vomit.I reali feel like vomit,but i haven't take in any breakfast yet,that's nothing 2 let me vomit it out.An hour later,i reali cant stand on it anymore,i just go 2 toilet n vomit it out.During my lunch time,i have no appetite,i don't want 2 eat,but i force myself to take some food,because i have gastric,once my stomuch is empty,it will make me pain...so i order a maggie soup.i just eat 1/4of it then i stop it.After i finish my meal,i just vomit it out immeadiately..damn!During the training class i keep on vomit n vomit n vomit nonestop...is already nothing for me to vomit.my stomuch is start paining,so i take actal,couple of minutes later.i vomit it out again!OMG!!After training,i go for doctor,and i take the injection too...but at night,it is getting worse!Vomit nonestop,n fever is cuming up!I can't do anything...i just feel like jumping out off the window,i reali suffer..My bones and stomuch is paining,my head is fainting,i can't do anything...OMG!!who can help me??Today i already vomit 20++ times..damn!

Part 2 of "guai tam" is cuming up~~nice!!

2009-10-02T11:22:00.000-07:00

Sumone just rang me up n tell me tat they are goin 2 have the 2nd part of "guai tam"..i am very exciting n happy...Hope tat i can join them at the 2nd part too!!Maybe in the 2nd part they will bring a new girl to join us...I am glad to met "guai tam" team member...a tat,a ben,racheal,master sizto,jacky lui n jacky zai,gu yeh etc....they are very nice...when we group together,we are just like a big family...we will take care each other,especially when we are "on cam" or we are facing danger...Racheal just like a big sister to me,when my cloths gt dirty,she will help me 2 wipe off...OMG!An artist is doing this small little things for me...She is very friendly,eventhough she is cool~haha....but she is a very very very nice person...like her very very very much~~~master sizto is very funy,when we are having launch,he will joke with us,and we can laugh until the lunch os no need 2 eat....wahahhaha.....he just like a father to us...take care of all of us...I am missing them...hope to meet them ASAP....MIss the very very very much...

Feeling sad...

2009-09-11T08:53:00.000-07:00

Cry,is just a way to show that i am unhappy.I am not happy with my new job,i dun like my colleague,i feel very stress with this job.Haiz...hope tat i can back to school.I miss schooling...

Very Nice Movie...like it very very much~~

2009-09-05T09:29:00.000-07:00

Master wen,uncle jeffrey,sheryn(me) and Ben...We capture this pic in ipoh jusco's cinema,is TGV cinema.I like tis movie very very very much....We are acting in this movie~~Gotta watch it...very nice...

2009-08-24T11:48:00.000-07:00

Cut out this form to exchange the movie ticket.So sorry to tell u,is available for ipoh only.

You can get this form at the mun seng's news paper.

This is the book tat is written by my friend,Alan...For those who r "guai tam"fans,u should buy this book.Because inside there was written a lot of story about our movie n the activity they are having in malaysia...is very interesting

My True Fren...

2009-08-14T11:03:00.000-07:00

After i have left ipoh,i came 2 kl...a new place,new environment,a new friend...haiz...im still missing them.my hometown,my friends...i missed my friends very very very much.I hope that i can be togather with them.Actually,i dun have much friend,i only have few friends 2 chat with.Now,i have left them n went to a new place,a reali feel lonely...i hope tat they was here.Finally,just now i on my msn,my best friend find me,i reali feel so touch.because,i came 2 kl here already half years,she still remember me,she did view my blog n said tat she like 2 read my blog.Im so happy...Thinking back of those day,she is the 1 who is reali friend with me.She will give me a good advice,she will guide me,just like my real sister.I like her very much...We go schooling,shopping,eating togather...We can share our problem,she treat me very nice....I reali like her very very very much...After i came 2 kl here,only she will find me...I reali appreciate her,n i hope tat we will kip in touch with our relation...

Cuming up's movie....

2009-08-13T08:21:00.000-07:00

Waiting 4 tis movie 2 b launch out...im acting it..very excited...

I Hate Rude Ppl...

2009-08-09T02:28:00.000-07:00

I hate rude people,especially guys...guys really damn rude sometimes...if u dun like me,den u just shut off.Please do not scold me in bad words...I hate it very very very much!!It is very bad...did u think of the person's feeling??If u wanna chat with me,fine...please do not ask me 2 intro,i hate that!!If u ask something i don't like,i have the right 2 reject your question. If u have any request,i also have the right 2 reject...Please do not scold me by using FUCK YOU!!!i hate that very very very much!!!If u wanna meet me,can't u be politely with me??If u feel that u don't like me,please do not disturb me.And i hate people who dunno me but he nudge me n ask me who i am in msn.I hate rude people!!Hate it very much!!If u wanna b friend with me,please be polite!!And i hate people say that i am proud!actually i am not proud at all.Sometimes,maybe i am buzing so i am not free 2 reply ur msn...but please do not say tat im proud or acting cool or whatever..!!ok???Actually...my character is just like a little girl...

Wei Lin's Birthday

2009-07-31T08:39:00.000-07:00

Team meber

2009-07-29T10:41:00.001-07:00

Tis is the handsome Alan...handsome rite??i think u'll agree with me

Taking break n resting at car also need 2 take photo..lolz..

Alan is writing a news about

Uncle jeffrey...the most handsome man...

Preparation 4 the movie...

2009-07-26T09:24:00.000-07:00

We are getting ready n waiting for the van to fetch us to the place

Having launch here,hair stylist is setting a nice hair style for master sizto

Both master also look vey handsome right??

Testing the cam tat place on my hat

Checking the cam

Give some candys to the little spirit

Waiting 4 my 1st movie 2 launch out...exciting...

2009-07-24T10:31:00.001-07:00

It is unbelievable tat i can act a movie...It was my dream...Feel so surprise tat my dream cum true...reali surprise tat i hv tis opportunity 2 act a movie wif others actor...Every day im sitting in front of the movie watching them acting,bt tis time,i can act a movie wif them...is very surprise n unbelievable...I need 2 thanks a person hu gv me tis chance 2 join them...Alan,Uncle Jeffrey,thx alot...Ofcz i need 2 thx 4 guai tam's gang,a ben...TQ~i reali appriciate it...TQ very very very much...Im acting a hong kong movie...name guai tam...is a real spirit movie...If u'r watching tat movie,u'l noe watz tat movie abt...The movie im acting will b launch out at the cinema at 10th of sep...im very exciting,hope tat i can c the movie the next day...haha

buzy buzy++buzy....@.@

2009-07-20T10:15:00.000-07:00

These few days im buzing on my working...A new job,a new environment,a new boss,new stuff....OMG!!It reali take me some time 2 catch up....Working in a new company is not easy as working in own shop...feel so stress,so tired...haizz!!damn tired...im reali thinking of give up...!!But i can't...i need 2 carry it on...reli miz the skul day..Hope 2 be back 2 skul...i miz my skul life...Miz it very very much....

Is about me..My news in the news paper

2009-07-17T10:12:00.000-07:00

Is me on the front page of mun sang's news paper...

im..wat im

2009-07-16T11:10:00.000-07:00

im wat im
i jz wanna b a simple girl
i jz wan my life 2 b simple as the others hv
the words 'dun judge a book bt its cover',is the words tat i like 2
plz dun judge my by looking at my photos
i hate tat
if u duno me well
plz dun act tat u noe me very well
i dun like tat
i hate the prsn hu fake me
i hate the prsn hu use my photo 2 scold others
i hate the prsn 2 spoil my name
i hate her
i hate tat girl
i din do anything 2 her b4
bt she jz doin all tis bad things 2 me
i hate tat